Wednesday, 28 November 2012

The Hold Of The Neighbourhood Gossip

I'm bothered  about
What she thinks
And yes, I admit
That her opinions stink
But though I do
Sometimes attempt
I'm unable to disengage
And severe the link

A Mean Reprimand

My enthusiasm
Is to blame
It was great once
But is now
A shame

Because as I hop
In merry excitement
With a mocking scowl
He calls me a name

Spews in a tone
That's cold and low
"You're acting lame
For an aging dame"

Rejected

I need to suppress
My overwhelming desire
As it won't progress
Or go higher

For he has spoken
"You will lust alone
Till eventually
You tire!"

Acidity

My chemistry
Has gone
All wrong

Even a word
A tone
Or a sad song

Can corrode
My stomach further
And turn my face
Long!

Insecure

Somehow
Despite the years
Despite the love
The bonding
Tight as concrete
I cannot unlisten
The caution
Whispered
Inside my head
The voice hisses
Again and again
And again
"Be insecure
Be suspicious
For all fears
Are not unfounded"


Monday, 12 November 2012

From a Temporary Muse '99

You brighten up my day
With the light of your smile
And I can feel you
Touch you
Hold you
But never ever tell you
What it means to me
To mean to you
A little something.

New Lovers '99

The freshness of the morn
Is gone
The energy in the limbs
Is numb
We can feel the hot sweat drying
Sleep demanding
Space and time
You and I
Begin our day
Now...

The Black Widow '03

She spins her web
All day
All night
Soaked in damp
Ceaseless mourning
Refusing to quit
Refusing to leave

From where I sit
And sleep and live
In a shared space
but on a brand new date
I can smell
The stench of her past
Threatening me
With a similar fate.

The Luxury of Despair '12


Here he is

Chums with the devil

Who resides

Inside of his head

Magnifying with pleasure

The manufactured sorrow

The imagined grief

Of emptiness

Confusion and
Restlessness... 

Two lanes across

A little boy

Sits on his haunches

Scrubbing clean

A tea kettle

And tiny glasses

With no time

Or luxury

For despair

S&M '11


I will sit

I will stand

Only as per

Your command

This will shock

And people will talk

They won’t ever

Understand

 Its just us

Who know it thus

What’s good for them

For us is bland.

The Confused Seeker '12

I am an Ida
Pingala being
Holding finally
The coveted key
To Shushunya...

But still uncertain
If I'm turning
It right
Still uncertain
If it needs
More might...

The Limited World '12

I keep to myself
Out of choice
Steer clear
From both
The bad
And the nice

The Limited world
Is a wonderful world
Devoid of need
Devoid of pride
It is really
Unlimited
On the inside

Silencing The Lamb '99

Mary had a little lamb
Its fleece was dripping red
For though it had licked his hand with love
The butcher had cut him dead.

Awakening '03



The mailbox is gasping
Bouquets sit  silence
The telephone asserts itself
With a relentless scream
Outside the window
It is spring with a vengeance
Wayward melodies flit through
My door of solid teak
I stand tired, of sweeping
The many ashes of love
Itching to bathe away
Stubborn fragrances
O, Reckless lover
Your charm is heady
perfect it for an else
I am through with mourning
This slumber is over
Tomorrow I intend celebrating Spring

I Am Not My Words '11


Please do not
Smugly judge
My state of mind
By my verse
And assume I’m dark
And ride a Hearse
When really
I’m far, far worse ;-)

Saturday, 10 November 2012

Shaky Second Innings





"You are blessed"
They whisper..
"For another chance
To settle down"

She listens
intently
and conceals
The little frown

Then forces forth
A smile
While adjusting
The wedding gown

Now she's getting
Kinda nervous
That he too
May let her down.



The She Snake


She don't need a cobra
To kill her
With its bite
She sure as hell
Can do the job
Right

Oh she needn't
(NEVER EVER)
An enemy make
She cooks more venom
Than a regular snake!

Of a Different Time '98


Your shoulders drooped
With the burden they bore
Of rich little trinkets of love
Making their way
From a distant shore
Under your 

Accusing gaze
I stood
Empty handed
In my respectable penury
Not observing similar
Courtesies of Love
For my wealth was me
And all of me
Was with all of you
Already. . .already!

A Different Kind Of Heart Break



Many a movie
On cheap tickets
From the front most rows
In theaters we watched
And scrimped to spend
On cheaper fried rice
Served hot and spicy
By the roadside
We shared
Our wardrobes
Delighting in the newest
Permutations and combinations
Engineered in front of
The hostel bathroom mirror 

With our lives almost 
We fiercely guarded 
Our little electric heater
That remained concealed
Under the bed
In a yellow polythene bag
Only to emerge 
Late at night
To clandestinely cook
That coveted pack 
Of Maggi noodles…

Over a decade and a half 
Has passed since
But the intensity 
Of our bonding 
Still makes me burst 
Into long winding narrations 
To my interested little gal
I refuse to break it to her 
That you have forgotten 
What I still remember 
So vividly 
So fondly

I refuse to accept 
That for you 
I am now a stranger 
And that our friendship 
Has long run its course.